The foundation of your life feels shaky, and you need a stronger, more reliable base. To accomplish this you will need discipline and organization. Your energy and resources are being scattered due to inefficiency and a lack of structure. 

This is a time to make a determined effort to better manage your time and resources. There is potential for growth and progress, especially in work and finances, but you will need to apply yourself with focus and clarity to take full advantage of this period. 

Freedom to live your life as you want is key to your current state of mind. You recognize the importance of considering your responsibilities when making decisions about your life but have not honored the responsibility you have to yourself. It may help to remember you can only be a source of happiness for others when you too are happy and content. 

It has been some time since you gave time to your own needs and desires. It is time to change that.
