~first~, the dynamic, ambitious 1 calls for taking control of your life, becoming more focused, and clearing residue from past experiences (particularly issues from your childhood or teenage years). A 1 based on 19 suggests you may be carrying unnecessary baggage. 

Take time to look for new avenues, explore options, and trust your own judgment. It's important that you define your goals without pressure from outside influences; you may need to cut some ties. Contemplate your past and your present, and seek to identify the relationships, memories, or conditions that may be holding you back. 

Confidence, focus, and ambition are the qualities required to successfully navigate this period and to take advantage of the opportunities ahead. 