~first~, your Heart's Desire number is 9, and your Expression and Personality are both 4. Although the Expression number usually carries more weight, your numbers suggest the Heart's Desire traits are more defining. For example, if you have a friend who is organized and detail-oriented but has a very creative side - say she is a painter - you will probably view her as a creative person more than noticing her relatively dull traits. (The detail-oriented traits reflect your 4, and the creative aspects describe the 9.)

The 9 is a sophisticated, somewhat aloof number which some people misread as indifference (although this is far from the truth). It is your Heart's Desire number, or the "inner" you. It is compassionate, tolerant, and intelligent. You likely relate easily to people of all countries, cultures, and races. Learning multiple languages is a great advantage to those with a 9 Heart's Desire.

A prejudiced 9 is rare, which is why we find many of them in medicine and law. The 9 is drawn to large institutions, projects, and corporations. Your Heart's Desire number describes what you like and dislike and reveals what makes you truly happy. A 9 in this position indicates you will likely be most comfortable in this type of environment.

You have additional influences as well. Your 4 Expression describes your talents, abilities, and shortcomings, especially as they relate to your career and productive life. Your 4 Personality is the aspect of your character others notice when you first meet. It is your "outer" more surface reflection. Carrying a 4 in these positions makes you disciplined and well organized. The 4 is a careful planner who can work toward goals in a patient, methodical manner with absolute determination. You probably like to control everything down to the smallest detail, and have your future meticulously planned out.

In combination, the qualities of your 9 Heart's Desire and 4 Expression produce a complicated individual with a tendency to be underestimated. It may be difficult for people to get to know you, because the 4 can be a little stodgy and dull socially, and the 9 is a bit aloof. The combination can create distance. With awareness of this tendency, you can try to connect with people on the deeper level that you possess, but do not easily reveal.

The 9 also has a creative, artistic side, especially with combining colors, textures, and materials. Architects, fashion designers, furniture makers, ceramicists, landscapers (a particularly good fit for the earthy 4) and those in construction often have the 9 in a prominent place in their chart. In your case, with the focused and grounded 4 in two places anything that requires working with your hands, from surgeon to hairstylist, will suit you. Find an activity that is repetitive and routine to keep you centered, but something that is also creative. This could be part of your profession or a hobby.

In your personal life, romantic relationships may be a challenge. Not only do people tend to misread you, your expectations might not always be realistic. (You may feel you can give more than you actually can.) However, once a relationship is established, whether romantic or platonic, it will likely be for life.

Now let's look at each of your core numbers individually.