~first~, your Heart's Desire is a 5, which tells us you enjoy change, variety, adventure, and most of all freedom. Your Heart's Desire is the number that reveals what makes you truly happy and determines your likes and dislikes. A 5 in this position indicates you have a rebellious streak, and dislike being controlled by anyone or anything.

Your Personality number is a 4. This is the exact opposite of your 5 Heart's Desire. Your Personality is the part of you others notice when you first meet. It is the "outer" you rather than the deeper, inner reflection of your Heart's Desire. A 4 here means others know you as disciplined (possibly even rigid). The 4 is a detail-oriented and careful planner who dislikes change or unexpected events. This influence wants to be in control at all times.

Although others will probably view you as disciplined and reliable, the inner you (your 5 Heart's Desire) is actually drawn to freedom and versatility. The 5 is also easily distracted, the opposite of your Personality. This could produce confusion and frustration, especially during your younger years.

As a child, you probably challenged your parents and teachers. There may have been periods when it was very difficult for them to gain even a small measure of control over you. If so, you were probably capable of changing abruptly to play the obedient child the next day. These are manifestations of the dueling aspects of the "inner" versus the "outer" you.

Your 9 Expression describes your talents, abilities and shortcomings, especially as they relate to your career and productive life. Fortunately, your 9 Expression is compatible with both numbers. This is helpful because your Expression is the dominant number among the three. In your case it functions a little like a referee.

Your 9 Expression tells us you have the ability to interact with people from all walks of life. The seeds of tolerance, empathy, and idealism form the foundation of your character (although they may take time to sprout and mature). The 9 is the most demanding and sophisticated of all single-digit numbers. It is the politician's number, but it also has an artistic streak. Fashion designers, photographers, and architects often have a 9 in this position.

Career options could include management and organization. The methodical, detail-oriented traits of the 4 would fit well there. You would probably be happiest if it also had a global angle, requiring travel or regular communication with people in different corners of the world. This would please your adventurous 5. The military or law enforcement are also suitable. Most importantly, you need to feel you are doing something for the betterment of humanity. The 9 is referred to as the Mother Teresa number due to its idealistic, self-sacrificing traits.

In your personal life, you are probably drawn to artists, eccentrics and people with big dreams and plans. The mundane does not interest you. Although you may not be the most demonstrative romantically, you are capable of true love and loyalty. You might not be as comfortable exposing your vulnerable side.

Now let's look at each of your core numbers individually.