A spiritual awakening is at the root of your current experiences. However, uncertainty you may feel could make it seem like quite the opposite. You are questioning old concepts and values, perhaps even your faith or religion. You may have doubts when not long ago, you did not even question these issues. 

This is common when change occurs, and especially true with deep, inner growth. This is a time to seek insight and clarity. Ask questions, seek answers, and trust the path you are on. 

When your random selection adds to a number that is dividable by 10, as is the case here, it greatly intensifies the experience reflected in this conclusion. It also indicates that while more intense, the experience will enrich and improve the quality of your life over the next several weeks.