A struggle to free yourself from the influence and expectations of others rests deep inside your psyche. You are on a slow but fixed path to becoming a truer version of yourself. This is extremely challenging and requires courage and confidence. The desired outcome is mental and spiritual freedom, independence, and maturity. This process can help you become more confident and self-reliant. 

When your random selection adds to a number that is dividable by 10, as is the case here, it greatly intensifies the experience reflected in this conclusion. It also indicates that while more intense, the experience will enrich and improve the quality of your life over the next several weeks.