A recent issue in your life may have had to do with a fear of freedom, analogous, perhaps, to a person recently home from a long stint in the military.

A divorce or losing a job can produce a similar effect. This can be frightening, and we often view it as a void or an abyss, rather than the opportunity for freedom and new beginnings. Many of us fear the prospect of time not filled with plans, goals or expectations. A 5 in this position suggests you may have been feeling somewhat lost or in search of purpose. 