A recent issue in your life had to do with a fear of freedom, not unlike a person who recently came home from a long stint in the military.

A divorce or losing a job can produce a similar effect. It be frightening, and we often view it as a void or an abyss, rather than an opportunity for freedom and new beginnings. Many of us fear the prospect of time not filled with plans, goals or expectations. 

A 5 in this position suggests you may have been feeling lost and/or in search of a purpose. 