A subtle but powerful awareness of your resilience and fortitude is the basis of your current rebellious attitude. You are trying to rid yourself of the straitjacket of superficial correctness and expected behavior. You are in search of what is real and sincere, and hunger for a deeper, more genuine connection with others. Questions and doubts about things you have taken for granted now push you to look elsewhere for a truer understanding and a more mature perspective.

Things around you seem to be in a constant state of flux, which makes you feel vulnerable. You seek the comfort of a predictable day-to-day routine. Although this time in your life may feel a little scary, it is exactly what you need. Predictability can cause complacency. 

Rest assured the changes and disruptions at hand now are temporary and will, eventually, reorganize and settle to your liking. Think of this period as a moving kaleidoscope; the moment it becomes still, a beautiful symmetry appears. 
