A subtle but powerful awareness of your resilience and fortitude is the basis of your current rebellious attitude. You are trying to rid yourself of the straitjacket of superficial correctness and expected behavior. You are in search of what is real and sincere, and hunger for a deeper, more genuine connection with others. Questions and doubts about things you have taken for granted now push you to look elsewhere for a truer understanding and a more mature perspective.

You have devoted considerable time and effort to helping others, which is making you feel a little burned out. This could be especially true if you do not feel your sacrifices have been recognized or appreciated. 

Although gratitude may be there (just not expressed) this is a good time to step back a little and take time to look after your own needs. 
