This root cause suggests you recently moved through a period where you felt a lack of stability or predictability. Your circumstances may have felt chaotic without an obvious reason. 

This could lead you to feel you should be more in control of your life - you are, after all, the captain of your ship. However, it probably felt as though the ship's wheel wasn’t connected to the rudder and no matter which way you steered; life would pull you in a different direction. While we all experience this to some extent, recently you have faced it more than most. This is what most likely prompted you to face your current Challenge.