~first~, the core numbers of your name reflect a fragile balance. One aspect carries strength, authority, ambition, and common sense. The other influence possesses a somewhat irresponsible, playful, unconventional, and rebellious energy. Your 8 Expression (the aspect that represents your talents, abilities, and shortcomings) delivers a successful, capable, goal-oriented influence, while the two odd numbers (your 3 Personality and 5 Heart's Desire) describe your more idealistic, creative, and unpredictable side.

Each of us has bits and pieces of the numbers 1 through 9 in our makeup. The most important determining factor in their influence is the position they hold in a chart. Their position dictates how they will affect one another.

Your Heart's Desire reflects your likes and dislikes and determines what makes you truly happy. A 5 in this position tells us you have a strong need to feel free and unencumbered. This adventurous, dynamic, somewhat impulsive number has a rebellious streak. It is unconventional and highly individualistic. These qualities drive the choices you make. They are the traits you must honor to be truly happy.

Your Personality reflects the "outer" you. It is the part of you others notice when you first meet. A 3 Personality gives you an upbeat, motivating, charismatic energy. You communicate well (the 3 is known to be verbal) and are likely drawn to the arts. Writing, poetry, and dance are particularly popular among those with the creative 3 in their name.

Your changeable, impatient 5 Heart's Desire, however, can make it difficult for you to stick with a discipline long enough to realize your potential. If this becomes an issue, concentrate on the traits of your disciplined, focused, and visionary 8 Expression. Its determination can make the difference between success and failure. You are driven and ambitious, and can reach any goal you set, but only if you control the restless 5 Heart's Desire and playful 3 Personality.

Chances are you will try your hand at a number of different careers during the first part of your life. Some of these may have very little in common. Your restless nature could take time to find a niche that feels right. You would probably be happiest eventually working for yourself rather than a large company or institution. Business-oriented professions where self-expression and communication are valued would be a good fit. A career that involves promotion, marketing, retail, or real estate are other options to consider.

Your personal life is similarly affected by this somewhat conflicting combination. You will likely mature later in life, due to your adventurous 5 Heart's Desire. Your sense of humor and perhaps somewhat eccentric attitude make you popular among a smaller, select group of people, but probably less so with the mainstream. You are not conventional, which can make some people a little uncomfortable. You are sensual and enjoy the pleasures of life. You may need to watch for substance abuse. Overindulgence is not uncommon under the occasionally excessive, chaotic energy of the 5.

Now let's look at each of your core numbers individually.