A subtle but powerful awareness of your resilience and fortitude is the basis of your current rebellious attitude. You are trying to rid yourself of the straitjacket of superficial correctness and expected behavior. You are in search of what is real and sincere, and hunger for a deeper, more genuine connection with others. Questions and doubts about things you have taken for granted now push you to look elsewhere for a truer understanding and a more mature perspective.

Freedom to live your life as you want is key to your current state of mind. You recognize the importance of considering your responsibilities when making decisions about your life but have not honored the responsibility you have to yourself. It may help to remember you can only be a source of happiness for others when you too are happy and content. 

It has been some time since you gave time to your own needs and desires. It is time to change that.
